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KERJAYA
Hdup sbg sorang artis bukan sehebat @ smudah yg dibyngkn.Klu bgi yg Lelaki... mgkn ok skit la.. tpi pmpuan ni, selain hubby, anak2 lah butia@permata mrka. P parti ka mna2.. mkn pn x sdap klu x siap urusan d rmh sblm jln. Selain mencari amah utk bbrpa hari, Bnyk komitmen dprlukn. Klu xda krjasma drpd spouse.. smua bnda jdi klamkbut tahap extra ordinary.. & surely Bikin HOT my head jga la.. Tpi ok ba kmi.. hehe..
& when u got that HOT feeling.. x baik utk kualiti prformnce.. gangguan psti ada klu x bjak handle. Ni bru.. artis kadus kmpungan sekecil.. sekerdil bakat jvt, daaa.. bnyk problm. Byngkn la.. klu mcm siti ya!?!... aduiiiinaaa tiba2 tbayang msa p kg. Bulieng bru2 ni x dpt nyanyi lgu kedua.. sbab blm pulih dri penyakit.. uda mo jln. Kena panggil mengadil ja ba tpi last2 kna surh nyanyi. memng uda agak dah kna surh perform tpi jvt tlupa pla yg jvt ni blm smbuh.. skali nyanyi.. lgi kdua.. dussyyummm.!!.dugdugdugdug... my ASTHMA is coming.. struggle skjap tpi smpat cover.. lupa bwa inhaler pla tu. Isshh bikin malu ja la..

Itu problm p nyanyi msa sakit2.... Problm lain yg tmbul smsa show dgn band pn x kurng hebatnya ... lebi2 lgi klu tlupa buku lgu & lirik memng x hfal.. @ 20mnit lgi mula show tpi band boy tlupa instrumen lain... Adedeh... la jwbnya.. klu org khwin.. ble la mnta excuse... itupn klu dkat2 tmptnya ble p ambi instrumen tu.. mampus la klu org khwin tu memng mnta iringan lgu msa drang dtg dri church kaa... Keybod ja pnylamat hdup.. dlm pd tu, tuan rmh dia msti.. haiiyyaaa... mcmna ni band ni? sepa yg panggl ni? yg pmpuan tu sepa ah? Jeng jeng jeng...

Slalu ni la part yg Jvt x brpa suka.. sbab taulaaa.. klu 1 org pmpuan ja ikut geng lelaki ni kadang2 org tengok semacaaammm ja. wlupun dlm group tu ko ckap kwan ko ka.. tunang ko ka.. even ko ckap husband ko ka.. dorang x knal kta. Klu d tmpt sndri x kisah la.. Jajal sikit.. org dah judge kta... & Adaa... sdah mata yg tngok2 & org brbisik2 pn ada.. bgus ka knon ni band ni?
Malang...nya klu da ready2 smua & kta da brusaha utk yg tbaik memeriahkn majlis org.. band kta xda alas pn.. malah x drancang mna nak letak band tu. Tpi mo jga band knon.. Bakat & instrumen org pn jdi mcm ikan masin ja bgi sesetngah org kan?... tpi len kali mo panggil lgi sbab SIOK knon band kmu.. lgu2 kmu pn hebat2.. sempat jga Jvt mnggaru kpla.. kdng2 tension pn ada.. Adusss.. Bandku.. Instrumenku..Nyawaku.. aduiii.. pnat la kc bersih nnt tu kadi ginawoku.. c darling penat angkat2 kc kemas.. gitu jdinya.. ntah pndai pla mengeluh! sepa ba surh pilih dunia ni!

Well.. bukan 100% idea jvt ke arah kerjaya bgni tpi hubby da suka sngt krja bgni & kmi bole co-operate, as long as he know where to sit @ step. Lgipun sama2 minat bidang ni, cuma x brpa selesa & always wanted him to stay beside me coz' .. ada FOBIA sikit part jdi 'single woman' in mens group mcm jvt with RRB duuuluu2. TER..mereng kpla ja bergmbr dgn kwan2 1 band pun.. org da ckap putarbelit... nama pun jdi scrap. Hebatnya cbran dlm bdang ni.. mcm nak mngalah pn ada.. tpi smngt kuat bila tfikir.. kump SEARCH pn dlu mcm ni jga.. main d mjlis2 khwin.. fmlyku prlu mkn jga selain minat nyanyi.. bidang ni utuk kmi cari mkn.. cari $$$ lebi..

Dlm 2, 3 org yg x pduli dmna mo letak band yg di undang tu.. ramai jga yg prihatin & layan kmi mcm VIP pn ada.. siap dgn stage khas, tmpt dduk khas.. emm ada jga kbaikannya.. Band members..mkn dlu sbab mo nyanyi nnt xda energy... pastu klu da dkat2 hbis mkn tu... ada secret person @ tuan rmh sndri akan hntr aramai ti... pakej special lgi tauu... siap dgn pesanan.. "kctau klu hbis ah! kmi tmbah.." pdhal blm hbis drang balik2 p tengok @ surh org2 trtentu p tngok.. p tambah lgi peruntukan aramaitii....
But, Drivers... x ble mnum bnyk..dont drink & drive kaa gia dii koii..! time pulng pn msih offer mkn @ mnum dlu.. siap iring p krta lgi. Klu msa kna tmbah dri yg djanjikn, mgkn kna tmbh rm jga..Tpi jgn marahh... takut jga x tlayan smua... bkan kmi x mo tpi ala kadar la ketika sdang show bjalan.. sbab ianya msa kerja bgi kmi.. klu jauh tmpt yg kmi p tu.. trpksa la mnta excuse awal sbab kmi pn manusia biasa yg ada responsibility thdap fmly... apa2pun kna ucapkn TQ yg x thingga kpda yg budiman tu bru pulng rmh... disamping tu kna call rmah at least 3x utk tnya sbrng khbr utk pastikn mrka ok.

X ckup cabaran smpi dsna..Tpi, so far.. blm ada krosakan krta smsa pulng dri men band la... tpi x ble bpisah trus dgn kwan2 tnpa brkmpl dlu discuss apa2 yg ptut.. tpi dont enjoy too much!! Our fmly members waiting for us!.. tngok apa2 mslah & then say gdbye to each other. Its important ... & U must send your band boys home safely .. fmly dia pn tunggu tu.. hihi.. itu kmi pnya rutin tu klu p men band. main hntr2.. dlu. Of course, kmi la yg paling last.. klu hbis function jam 11pm.. agak2 la jam 2@ 3am kmi drmh sndri .. ada bbrpa jam lgi tido...

KELUARGAKlu jvt, kna pastikn anak2 ok , tnya uda mkn? xda mslah lain? klu t'tido dlantai ka kusyen ka.. hubby tolng angkt lgi.. msti mndi la.. important tu nnt anak2 thidu bau aramaitii lgi. hahaha....... so kira2 4am la tido bgi pengurusnya.. gulp!! x smua org sanggup bkorban bgni ni.. tpi kuroyon poh .. ITI NOH KOPOSION.

Bgi anak2 yg remaja ni.. len lgi storynya.. (Selain anak2, adik jvt pn stay with me including Ateng) They are my best friend ever. Not only ADIK2ku, but also my anak2 tu. klu ada mslah antra mrka... x ble jdi klu jvt x solve sgera. (Ateng x la ba Tlibat bgtu.. da tau jaga diri...)I dont like they being controlled by my own schedule tpi lgi la x suka if they dont try to understand, be the more matured @ at least tau jaga diri & take care the other fmly members.
Anak2 pn ada msanya bnyk krja skola.. ada komitmen sndri.. @ ada msa mengada-ngada.. trpaksala.. jvt kmplkn... bwa discuss.. at nite @ msa da mkn & xda gangguan. 1 by 1, kna tnya & advice. Klu x brani.. trpksalah jvt surh write over any of their problm & we discuss all of it. Klu yg kcil2 tu dah menulis jga.. benda2 yg x prlu pn dia tulis.. pecah la jga keheningan smsa 'Berkaunseling' oleh ktawa kmi anak-brnak.
Isu2 berbangkit... (chewaah..) Including, the way we run this fmly, our career..of course! Ask them wether they hate it @ else... ooyaa.. forgot.. this part. hubby dont get involved, actually, he refuse to get involved sbab x pandai buat.. but he's always there for me bila isu dibawa kpdanya.. well.... biasanya problm akan settled down with "Salam Damai" after 4 of my childrens & my youngest sister suarakan smua kekusutan mrka. Yg kcil2 blm tlibat la.. dngr ja.... & if ada pmintaan.. biasanya kmi akan bwa mrka shopping @ picnic... klu ada time ....
klu awal2 lgi ada org sesat dtg k Studio x buat appointment.. adusss parah la ba the head pn spinning trus beb!
tulaa... msa cuti ja la ble busy mcm ni sbab hubby pn cikgu.. childrens.. yg len skola 2 lgi ja yg blm pndai bdikari ni Presley J @ KidRock and esp Kitaro@ Tommy Lee J. Hari2 biasa d Studio la Ateng bnyk memerap buat apa2 yg ptut.. James go to school, krja... & Jvt akan jdi Ibu & manager mcm biasa ..... Thats all..